Sydey's weather is surely depressing, makes me just wanna be lazy and do nothing... been thinking a lot rencently, about now, about the future... too much to achieve but so little have been done... always knowing exactly what to do but can't stay focused, or be disciplined... am i lack of motivation? shouldn't be the case but... am i aiming too high? then why do i always bitch about not reaching my full potential... why do i always get so distracted at a time like this? the time right before final... why am i whining then? maybe itz just the whether... hehehe... I'll be fine, i guess...